Confused Ramblingssc

Help me
My minds in a daze
I don't know what to do
I feel happy
I feel sad
They seem to become one
I don't think I like it
Never thought it come to this
Why must I take the wheel
You drive
Put my life on course
Tell me go right go left
I can't stand the responsibility
Take it away
Let me listen
And obey
Do what's best for me
I no longer enjoy the struggle
I want to settle
Guide my step
Keep me clean
Keep me safe
I'm tired of the hunt
Let's eat
Too much stress
If only the future were told
I could go for the gold